Feeling Lonely While Surrounded by People

Being surrounded by people doesn’t mean that you are connecting.

For me there have been many moments I my life when I have had many people around but have felt more alone, unworthy and invisible than ever.

Why is this?

I was around people that were not present.

Their energy was not with them - they were scattered and really only thinking about them, not seeing what they had in-front with the reverence they deserve.

Their conditioning, judgement and preconceived ideas of how and what the other is or has to be is emanating from for their energy field.

You don’t have to say things to project information. We are constantly feeling and sensing.

Therefore, the clearer your energy field is from your conditioning and negative imprinting the more present you can be with what really is in-front of you.

Instead of seeing the identity - the name, the social class, the money, the physical beauty, what you want them to be and how they should be - You see the Spirit, you see the real energy of the person and in this we are all Beauty.

We don’t have to make anyone in any way.

We do not have to mold them.

I imagine the day when we can all see the other in their own energy, with no preconditions, no judgement.

Simply seeing people through the lens of our Heart.

When we reach this point there will be little wars and much acceptance and reverence.

We will be able to be whole in-front of the other one and be seen and heard.

How deep our wounds go is definitely not something we can comprehend with our mind

How deep our wounds go is definitely not something we can comprehend with our mind.

Our rational mind and our ego mind wants to be strong and neglect to look at that wounded child and really hold it.

We come from a society, culture and time where being vulnerable was and still is seen as negative, one has to be strong, successful, forceful and fight. Being hurt and hurting for many was the norm.

Many of us come from emotionally unstable, hard, scary, unpredictable and unloving family units.

We paint the picture that it was okay and alright, but the wound still lies underneath.

We create shields and protections over our hearts, over parts of our bodies where that emotional hurt was created, hiding in our bodies the pain and becoming ‘strong’.

But this type of ‘strong’ is not really strong, it is fractured, it is showing a shield of yourself, a mask. In this space we are not whole, there are pieces of our True Self, of our energy which are fractured, they are not within our body, the energy flow and life force has been cut off.

Accessing that wound, that core event of pain hurt regret and injustice which got coded in your system and blocked the energy flow and created a fracture in your wholeness is primordial.

To reach that point that space and allow for the energy of pain or wound to release and drift away so that the energy of life force, which is love can be restored in your system.

How deep our wounds can go I am at times amazed, ‘stories’ that I have thought I had healed are revisited in time at deeper stages.

This happens because we always have deeper capacity for love, for wholeness.

We think it is about the story, but it is about much more. In this life we are healing what has happened throughout unimaginable amounts of time.

The amount we can heal is depending on the amount we are willing to step into the pain and feel it in order to release and restore it. It doesn’t mean lingering in the story, but it is really stepping into it.

Really feeling the deep pain that was created in order to release it.

When our energy returns our hearts can grow, our capacity for Presence, Respect and True Alignment can grow.

Our capacity to hold Ourselves, our Life Force and our Self can be.

When more of us hold these capacities of compassion towards our self, and we can hold our energy our Selves, the more of a beautiful change we will see in our life, in the life of those around us and in the world.

All of this is done step by step, moment by moment - with Presence and Gentle Care and Community and Inspiration.

Because In a world that primes for speed and achievement and race rats, this process of transformation is one of peace, calm and care.

With love and gentle care, Barbara

We are coming to a point where understanding the need for healing and the importance in transforming and carrying out a life that we love and thrive in is imperative.

We are coming to a point where understanding the need for healing and the importance in transforming and carrying out a life that we love and thrive in is imperative.

For many your Spirit is wanting to land. You are becoming aware of patterns and limitations that are holding you back. For others your body is screaming telling you to step into the new.

The issues are in the tissue - We do not need to go far to find answers to our issues, instead we need to go in.

In 2011 when I started properly working with energy and the body -  studying Kinesiology and the Life Alignment system of healing it became clear to me that the body is a bio-computer. It holds all the keys to our traumas (be it of this life or any other) in it and it is our map to evolving.

This is how I work in 1-1 sessions, allowing for the body to tell me the story.

Then I use my very personals active gifts - Ancient Intelligence which I carry in my coding and which assists in the super rapid and efficient transmutation of energy. It assists in clearing so much in so little time.

And for those that are ready I work with AuraTransformation, which is a super powerful system upgrade which sets you in a completely new platform of consciousness. Clearing all cellular imprinting from the body and energy field and radically expanding the person’s consciousness.

Start looking at what products we are choosing, what thoughts we are choosing, what actions.

It is time for transformation.

Transform YourSelf & You Transform The Whole.

Much Love! Barbara

ARE YOU THE MASTER OF YOUR OWN ENERGY LEARNING TO BREATH TOWARDS LIFE AFFIRMING CHOICES SIMPLE EXERCISE AT THE END

There is so much going on in the field, in the collective, in the visible and non-visible world, that it can be easy to fall out of balance. We get trapped in entanglement, stories, agendas, in fear, anger, rage and much more.

When we fall out balance, we can choose how long we stay out of balance for - and we really do have a choice about it.

We can feel like we don't, but that is a conditioning; a program; you really do have a choice. So it is important that we become aware of this.

There are things we can do that bring us back to balance or we can choose to stay out of balance and in a more negative head space. Allowing for negativity to come at us, overtaking our power of choice, our power of decision, our power to act.

Being in balance means being responsible for our own energy and therefore also being disciplined with ourselves, our actions, our thoughts, our choices.

We can choose to disengage/escape and do that thing that is so much easier to do … a glass of wine, Netflix, the news, negative thoughts, go around in circles ...

Or we can break through our intense wired patterns in our system and do something that will feed our system - go for a walk, nature, sport, read, meditate, write, feed your inspiration.

Like it or not, we are wired to have a negative bias, so that we will go towards those things that take us out of balance, out of alignment.

Our most important task then is to break form these patterns and exercise the muscle of positive, life oriented choices.

Here is were we need to exercise our discipline - become aware of what choices we are making and why and move through the limitation that is keeping us in a certain conditioning, repeating certain actions.

In order to stay strong in your center and clear of external impulses your BREATH together with your DISCIPLINE and IMPULSE is key.

So before you go towards a ‘negativity affirming’ actions:

Take some deep BREATHS

Feel if what you are going to good for you

What is it going to bring you? Notice the IMPULSE that is taking you there

BREATH through it.

STEP out of it - (physically)

Arm yourself of STRENGTH and DISCIPLINE to break those energetic ties that keep you there and follow the IMPULSE of a ‘life affirming action’.

We are like a Muscle - REPEAT, REPEAT, REPEAT. Do not beat yourself up if you fall out of balance, instead each time try and get back into alignment in a quicker way. As you break free of the ‘ties’ it will become easier each time.

When things get tricky all around that is the chance for us to evolve, be more love, more grace, more whole.

With much love, Barbara

Unlocking Your Full Potential: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Unlocking Your Full Potential: A Journey of Self-Discovery

In a world where emotions often go unexamined, Barbara Canals invites us to confront the uncomfortable feelings that limit our reality, the things that are making you feel pain.

"If things are coming up for you, it's because it's time for you to look at them," she says, urging us to explore the emotions that hinder our potential.

Understanding and Expanding Beyond Limitations

Barbara emphasizes the importance of recognizing the "programming" within us that no longer aligns with our path. By identifying and removing these barriers, we can expand and offer more of ourselves to the world. This process of self-examination is not just about understanding but about embracing self-love.

A Deeper Connection to Self

As we delve deeper into our hearts, we gain a profound understanding of our purpose. Barbara's message is clear: true understanding comes from within, and it is through this internal journey that we find self-love and fulfillment.

EXPANDING YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS BECOMING AWARE = HAVING MORE CHOICES

Your Soul choose the experiences we need to have for the souls evolution. When you are unconscious (unaware) the programs in your life repeat and repeat. You bump onto the same rock over and over again. When you expand your consciousness you are becoming aware of those programs. Those key patterns that repeat in your life which make you encounter the same situations in different people and settings every time. When you have awareness you can choose.

PARENTS OF THE NEW CHILDREN - FROM 1996 ON

Parents of these new children will be very direct in their parenting but as soon as the basic messages are stored on the children’s hard drives (aka consciousness), a far more creative influence will be launched to inspire children to learn more. The same methods will apply in schools, daycare centres and care facilities worldwide, to ensure that each child’s ethical, compassionate and professional foundation is so stable that is can be securely built upon.

Children need good, stable foundation in life so that they can develop positively. It is thus beneficial that all ‘irregularities’ in connection with the individual child’s attitude and behaviour are eliminated at as early an age as possible in order to avoid enormous damage to humanity and society in the future.

Since all Crystal children are fast-paced and very clear and strong by nature, they are extremely quick to find different ways of doing things even at a very early age and here all negative imprinting will influence children just as much as positive imprinting does, if it is the only imprinting children receive from their parents and the people around them. Children, are, however, quick to erase all negative imprinting as soon as they begin to exclusively receive positive imprinting.

It will not benefit Crystal children to believe that they can do a whole lot more than they actually can. Parents should spend the time it takes to get children to understand what resources and rights they have at their current age, so that there will not be future misunderstandings in connection with the child’s self-image.

Crystal People have very clear attitude to themselves, to others and to society as a whole and they are completely aware of their own position in life. For example, they do not lie to themselves that they are bigger, better, smaller or worse in some contexts than they are. They know who they are and where they stand as a person in any context and are extremely realistic in their views on all personal and social relationships.

WHEN EMOTIONAL SENSITIVITY BECOMES A PROBLEM BECAUSE WE LACK ENERGETIC PROTECTION

Many of us feel very emotionally sensitive, overwhelmed, and exposed.

I'll explain why this is happening.

To understand this, I like to describe a person as if their body is their house. Then, we have a garden around their house—this would be their energetic body (aura)—and then you have a fence around it, this is the aura barrier or energetic body.

What's happening for most people is that this fence, which is meant to protect our garden and our house, has parts that are broken.

What this means is that anything (person, energy, thought, emotion) can enter our garden and house.

Because our fence is damaged, anything can enter our energetic field and body.

We have no protection, so we absorb emotions from others, we have thoughts about others, and we don't feel invaded and/or overwhelmed energetically.

This can also affect our body, creating imbalances in the skin (eczema, redness, etc.) or headaches and tinnitus, among other things.

When this barrier is broken—which is happening to practically all of us—we are very exposed, and this creates a lot of discomfort.

We can't distinguish what is ours from what belongs to others, and we can become saturated, feeling extremely tired, overwhelmed, and lacking in energy.

We can also become very hesitant, not quite knowing why we do things, without much sense.

When this is happening, it is important to restructure this barrier to ensure proper protection of our energy and body.

By having our barrier well structured, we won't let "strangers" enter our space.

This results in us having space to listen to our own thoughts and our intuition.

We have space to listen to our feelings and our body's reactions.

And we have the strength/energy to act on what we want.

This means we can feel, think, and do things coherently, aligned with what we feel.

And we can be true people.

The new children and adolescents are truth seekers, and they won't listen to adults who are inconsistent or incoherent.

Many of us think that being sensitive is a bad thing.

And it's not at all.

It's not a bad thing; we are multidimensional beings who are constantly exposed to and experiencing different external impulses.

And sensitivity, when well managed, is a gift.

But it becomes a problem when we can't manage ourselves.

Children & Their Platform of Consciousness

It is important to understand that the Platform of Consciousness that children operate from is completely different than that of the adults.

The belief systems and collective conditioning that most adults carry do not make sense to the children of today … and pushing these onto them only lowers their vibration.

They are not going to take these beliefs on, so as a result they create chaos in the field/surrounding.

This way we need to start looking at ourselves and at why things are not “working”.

We Are Energy

It is so important to take care of ourselves energetically - We are Energy … and it is important to take care of Ourselves.

We are not only our Physical Body, but in the same way that we take care of our physical body with food, exercise, supplements, sleep … We also have to take care of our Energetic Body which is the invisible space around us, our energy system or field.

Making Choices - What Are You Putting Out Into The Field

It is important to become aware that every time we make a choice we have an impact on the Whole, this is not something that is obvious to many people, as our conditioning makes us belief that we are separate from one another; but in reality we all have a great impact on the Whole and every action, thought and feeling has an impact on the rest.

When we choose, and we look at it from the Higher Perspective, no choice is Right or Wrong. They are just choices that take you on one path or another; but it is actually the choice of choosing either Love or Fear.

When we choose consciously and become aware of the importance of our choice for the rest or the Whole, we then choose Love. This is why it is so important to examine Ourselves and let go of our beliefs and conditionings that limit us to a certain way of being and therefore to choosing Fear.

Choosing consciously is being actually aware of your Truth, your Potential and not limited by the construct, programs, ideas, believes or the movie that we tell ourselves or that has been planted in our subconscious.

We can see this as being a little like a video game, where depending on what door you choose you go into one world or another. Neither is good or bad, or better or worse, they are just different experiences when you see it from the Higher Perspective.

Now, when we see it from 3D we see it as choosing a good or bad, and if you choose bad then we move further down the vibration spiral into shame, guilt, more fear.

This group transmission activates the potential in us to choose from Love and release fear based conditioning.

Fire Element and its Meaning

As the fires keep burning in California all I can sense within me is Rebirth. 

Life is about death and rebirth even in this reality, in this body. 

We need to burn through things to bring through the new. 

The fire element is our Passion, our Truth and when I see the forest burning I feel like a Rebirth of Truth is to come.  

Energy Update

Hi! Today is the again a powerful energetic day (its non-stop!) ... 7/7 ... There is coding/meaning in all the numbers; numbers are part of the Sacred Geometry that creates Us, the Earth, the Universe and beyond. 
We are non-stop in powerful energetic processes.
To me it is a clear sign of how aware we need to be with our thoughts, choosing only thoughts of harmony, joy, unconditionality ... because we create with our thoughts, and there is no way around it.
To keep aligning with Your Highest Truth (harmony, joy, unconditional love) I have the following groups coming up: 

• Saturday 11th - Vibrational Alignment Transmission / Activation. Click Here To Join.

• Recordings: I have added 2 sessions from the past Saturdays which are key to my website, if you are called to you can purchase the recordings here. One has a Thyroid Activation which is connected to speaking One's Own Truth/Essence and the other one is claiming Energetic Sovereignty and Activating Ones Mission.

•  New Series: 4 x 30min transmissions sessions, so we go straight into the energy. These take place on July 13th, 17th, 20th, 24th @ 9.00AM PST. If you want more info click here.

Hope to feel you soon! Keep breathing, connecting and claiming Your most balanced and harmonic state ... 
Love You! Barbara

Vibration of RECEIVING

In the last past weeks I have received a lot of information and comments about lack, about not having what one wants and not getting what one wants and not having enough. I have been feeling the urge to speak about it, but only just today I sat down to write.

I feel it is very important to tap into the Vibration of Receiving vs. Wanting.

There is nothing wrong with wanting, but in a certain way, when you really want something, if you are not balanced with the receiving side of the equation, then it is very possible that we are creating and energy and emitting a vibration of lack.

Were as if you want but you simply open up to the possibilities of receiving this vibration completely changes. You open up to receive in so many more ways.

If you are unconsciously vibrating that lack into the Universe that is what you are going to receive back.

Whereas, if you open up to receiving you then are able to expand into your creative power. So it is very key to start becoming aware of when we are sending this lack vibration.

Feel this: 1. When you are in lack you are contracted and you are not fully allowing for creation. 2. When you are in your full creative potential you are expanded - this is when you are open to Trust and open to Receive from any place.

So it is a matter for us to being aware of what we are sending out and bringing in and to catch ourselves when we are potentially sending out lack.

Play! Make this all a game !

Play! Make this all a game !

It is coming to me so Crystal clear … the whole of the Universe is telling us to play, to play the game we came here to play, which is to come “online” by overcoming our fears.

If we are able to be so aware that we can see/sense/catch our fears then to overcome this fear make it a little game. The time is calling us to be like children, present in the moment, trying and trying again. They don’t give up, it is all a game to them.

I have put this into practice in a few instances lately in my own life. I have seen a few patterns that I have turned into a fun game … and in a way when were are doing this we are becoming Alchemists.

When we make something that we are fearful or attached to a game then the whole of the experience relaxes, it is as if we can open up to the experience for it to flow and more awareness and consciousness to come in.

Poem

When I fall pray of the needs

and wants.

When I look inside for answers. I tend to find the precious Space - the precious Being I AM.

I look inside to find the answers but there are no answers.

There is just The Being. The Essence, The Grace, The Gratitude.

The Oneness.

It is that cherry blossom

Waiting delicately to open

Up. To Flower and Bloom.

To connect to the gentle presence of what is.

The scent of Roses, Love and Harmony. The space in between where everything is possible. And Loving. And Caring.

Where all is love.

There are no assumptions of what should or hows or wants or needs.

Only Love and Acceptance.

Expansion of Love & Joy

In its purest sense

The energetics of Gratitude brings Harmony to the Whole of the Body.

We are co-creators, our vibration creates our reality, but we have limiting beliefs imposed on us since birth, acquired from the time in the womb, our parents, teachers. Unconscious behaviour patters which our part of our moment by moment vibrations. So realise unconscious programs that seem irrelevant but are fear based and condition our reality.

As you raise your vibration programs start to disappear.

Gratitude is a vibration that creates harmony, coherence. A doorway of openness to our Superconsciousness … And this means opportunity for magic to flow in your life.

So I would suggest, and this is something I do consistently in my life, to try the following exercise.

I bless and am deeply grateful as soon as I wake up in the morning, I remind myself to put the hands on my chest in prayer position and with my eyes closed simply connect with the depths of my heart and being. And gratefulness comes from that, from simply really appreciating myself and that moment of connection.

Then I do the same as the above for every meal I eat, not only infusing it with energy but also grateful for having that fabulous food in front of me. I energise it and therefore I energise myself with gratefulness.

Many times, my body wants to move into prayer position, it is not only prayer it is and honouring. I will bow down to something, to someone, etc. and emulating this physically makes me feel the honouring and gratefulness that comes from it more profoundly.

Also, I take time to observe people. When I look into their eyes or observe their body or their things I see the beauty in it. I admire it. I love it and this love produces a sense of gratefulness, because in them I see myself.

Adding to this, as I go about my day, I am conscious enough to admire and be grateful for the things that surround me. If I hear a bird chirping I’ll make sure Im in awe with that. I’ll take time to admire the flowers and nature, the sun, the sunsets …. and be grateful for such beauty, inspiration and simplicity.

There is a saying, “fake it until you make it”. Well, know I really understand that this is so true. The more I expose myself to being grateful and to admire and the things to be grateful for in life the more I feel grateful.

And this is beautiful and I am grateful for knowing.

Energy Flow - Spirit Flowing

This weekend marked an astrological alignment and phenomenon that many people were speaking about. I am not an astrology expert, but what I get from the meaning of this alignment is the shedding of the old - dying and rebirthing. Well, I just know I am feeling this today, I am feeling an old anger/frustration, deep, profound. And when I tap into it all I can do is but scream.. I want to scream so loud with such passion - express all this rage which is simply an outlet for energy. When let this out energetically there is no judgement, it is not rage, it is simply energy needing to be expressed. Unfortunately, in the world we live in if I were to scream to release this energy in the street, not at anyone, just simply releasing it people would judge it …. and I can understand, perhaps I would too.

Linked with the above I have been feeling deeply these days these unconscious layers of self-control and even self-sensorship. There is this underlying fear to express what is really there just to fit in, and with my rebellious anger today I say “fuck it”.

I want to express all that is there, let the energy flow through my body, through my voice, through my being. Become more of me and less of the system, of what should be.

And when you let that happen then the magic happens … I was on my bicycle in a spinning class, and let my body move as it needed, and in this freedom the energy was able to move in the way it needed, resulting in the raising of the Kundalini energy. It is this simple, this easy.. allow for the energy to express, to move as it wants and you will receive.

Experience - Know that things can happen to you too!

I have a special place where I go meditate near my house. It is a little “forest” with a marvellous energy. As soon as you step out of the main path and into this forest you can feel the stillness and the magic openness. I feel really grateful that this forest is near to my house and that my intuition guided me to find it, as it is a gift for meditation and contemplation.

This morning I hiked up there with the intention of meditating - and during meditation I received the message to share the following experience I had in November during a Stargate Meditation Intensive in Mount Shasta.

We had had a session of meditation and when we finished I hadn’t felt specifically anything. Usually, if that happens and people are sharing their stories I might go into judgement and say … “Oh, this hasn’t happened to me..” or something of the sort. Anyway, some type of limiting judgement which doesn’t allow for magic to show up.

Instead this time, I just listened to all the experiences openly, attentively, no judgement, no negative feelings towards myself. And as I was listening to person after person telling their story I felt how a huge Universe was growing within me, I felt the experience of I AM THE UNIVERSE. Could see, feel, sense my Body within the Universe and the Universe Within my Body. So much magnitud, magnificence that it is hard to put into words. I was having such explosion … And I realised if I had judged the “thinking” that I hadn’t had an experience it would have most probably not happened for me, as my critical mind would have taken over the possibility of a more expanded awareness.

As Alcazar says, do not judge what others are saying or feel less than or jealous, instead replace it with amazement and as a demonstration that that can too happen to you.

2020

I have been feeling into this New Year 2020 before the New Year, it’s like a cycle of energy, and for me it comes with a huge feeling of Possibility and Expansion. This is a general feeling, as there is still the ups and the downs, the better and the harder days. Nonetheless this year feels like the time, the opportunity for the Light, the Serenity and Harmony to reign and expand.

Interestingly enough, I have been reading about this year. In numerology this is a 22 year, with is the Master Number of Duality. What I understand from this is that this year is that of a year of a lot of Light and because we are in a reality of duality it is of a lot of Darkness as well.

In this earthly reality it is impossible to only have Light, as the Light shines stronger the Darkness, which is the shadow, the unconscious patterns are due to come out in order for the Light to transmute it.

So what it feels like is that it is the time to spread the Light, share our gifts and feel empowered and strong in them. Because at the same time we are going to see a lot of dark arising, crisis, scandals, etc. I feel like this has already started with what many people are calling WWIII, the USA - Iran situation.