Suppressing Your True Self in order to Fit In & Belong is the Death of Being

This is a reflection for many here. In a forcing and suppressing patriarchal system, we have to mold and make ourselves something we are not. Many times doing things that are extremely harmful to our precious selfs, to our amazing bodies, our powerful and loving hearts and overall to our beautiful Spirits.

“when I was young, and my body and system was pure and very sensitive, I forced myself to smoke and to drink and do many harmful things to fit in.

in my early teens, for a long time, every time I tried to smoke and drink I would throw up.

my body was rejecting these substances which were so toxic, and which my system could not take in.

the frequency of these substances was very low.

but I wanted to fit in so much - to be “okay”, to be like the rest.

in this process, i de-sensitised my body and got it used to the toxicity.

i did “good” and kept going. i could smoke and drink a bunch … something I thought made me cool, which now I see as sad.

until one day, at my late 20s my body and whole system could not take it anymore. when i drank i would collapse, i would feel horrible for days.

until i realised my body was not made for that. all i wanted was to take care of it.

at a certain point, in a Life Alignment session (which is healing modality which I work with) in 15 minutes I released so much of my toxicity (emotional, mental, physical) that I could see (on a non-physical level) a tar like substance coming out of my body.

i realised all that i had held on to for so long.

all the shit i had put into my body, with every puff and with every drink i was telling myself how my real self was not good enough and how i had to submit to a way of being, of acting, to a system which suppresses instead of accepts.

after that process, i had access and welcomed a whole part of my real self.

i could not get near any cigarette or smoke, i would have almost an allergic reaction to it.

but the craziest thing was that i could start seeing, sensing and feeling all the frequencies in things.

each thing has different frequencies and some can be very low and dense and harmful and other extremely healthy, healing and positive and harmonising for us.

i can now sense all the frequencies in things, and know from within what is good for me and what isn’t. what my body and system needs, where things come from and the way they are made, their source.”

When you allow for your whole Spirit to express - and you free yourself from the need to mold and shrink yourself to fit in and into the expectations of a sick society - You also allow that for all the generations to come.

They are here to wake us up.

Sex & Vitality

When we feel free of the limiting conditioning we carry our Vitality or Life Force can flow naturally through our body - We become more embodied, and therefor as a byproduct our Sexuality, Sensuality and our actual sex life can transform for the better.

The act of sex becomes extremely pleasurable, expansive, sacred and present.

The act itself is linked to the Heart-Consciousness and no longer connected to the lower energy energy centres and the need for control or power play. There is nothing to get out of it or anything to win or no winners or looser, it is an act of Wholeness.

Through AuraTransformation my sex life / experience and vitality transformed majorly.

Because the contact between the Spirit and the Body opens up more and more the flow of vitality through body increases.

For me, the feeling of safety within my body and the profound contact with my body opened me up to really enjoying my body, enjoying sensuality and sexuality, not from the lower chakras and the distorted power plays, but from the heart consciousness connection.

From a real flow of Spirit energy, Freedom and Vitality through the body.

“With an AuraTransformation, contact between the Spirit and the body gradually opens more and more, which generally leads to a larger flow of vitality through the body.

Unless you have many negative and unpleasant bodily memories that you need to have processed and released after the AuraTransformation before you can (again) feel a genuine joy from being in touch wth your own body, it is usual for sexual desire to increase in people who have had an AuraTransformation.

This is because the desire to live rises fully to the surface, which should not be misinterpreted as meaning that all people who have been auratransformed become pure sexual animals, as the new vitality can also be used in other ways!

For many people though, the spontaneous joy of intimate physical activity emerges from its hiding place if it has been absent for a while. In some miraculous way you no longer allow yourself to be limited by things that might previously have been a problem.” Anni Sennov, Balance on All Levels

WHAT IS LIGHT LANGUAGE AND WHAT DOES IT DO

My sound - in the form of what many called Light Language is a translation of Spirit Energy.

The language of the soul that sustains one's own unique frequency or essence. This is how one communicates and connects with the Source.

It is a multidimensional form of nonlinear communication. It consists of dynamic and channeled frequencies of sound and light.

All energy is frequency and sound is vibration.

There is so much information and coding embedded in these sacred sounds. They bypass the rational mind and release, rewire and activate many different parts of our body and energy systems.

The Language of Light speaks the connective language of the heart, instead of the familiar language of the mind.

Here is a brief description:

1. It is activating the remembrance of who we are.

   These are direct messages from Source.

   Not in “human language” but in frequency - As they bypass the rational mind.

   It is your Cells that Re- Member.
   

2. These transmissions are blessings to nature.

   Where the energy is stuck in nature I have remembered the Ancient Native Blessings.

   It activated the energy flow - releasing the stuck energy or energetic blockages.

   It is also a reverence to nature.

   When I do this and the energy flows the frequency changes. The land revives and it reorganizes into its natural order of flow.

   The same thing happens with us.

   We remember and activate our gifts as our energy clears and our consciousness expands. As part of my gifts, I have remembered life in ancient Native traditions and how we worked with energy and nature, and now I can share it.

   It's not something I've learned, but something I've remembered and that has activated within me.

   By listening to this language of light, the energy flow in your system will be activated, releasing what no longer serves you and activating your gifts, talents, and original frequency.

   This awakens ancestral memories and a deep capacity for nurturing, while expressing it through the hands or body is generally experienced as a more visceral and less linear process.

The Language of Light is rich with the information of Love and healing that is inherent to Life. The beauty of Light Language is that it is exactly what you need, when you need it.

It is a powerful energy healing modality because each time you interact with it, you receive a new healing since your energy field is constantly changing.

We Are The Essence Re-Discovering Ourselves

When you connect with the Source/Essence, through AuraTransformation for example, and are in complete balance between your Spiritual Being and your Physical Body, your Elements, and your Masculine and Feminine, then you are whole.

And you live from a New Platform of Consciousness.

From this platform, you begin to rediscover yourself, and then your priorities change. You can begin to discover what truly matters to you from a much purer and deeper place.

In the reality of the old energy or 3D, many of the things we think we need or believe are simply noise, conditioning imposed by the social fabric/the collective unconscious.

Conditioning consists of truths that have been imposed upon us.

Then you begin to connect with the Truth of Essence, the Universal Truth, and you let go of everything that no longer serves you, those ideas and thought forms that have been imposed upon us.