Suppressing Your True Self in order to Fit In & Belong is the Death of Being

This is a reflection for many here. In a forcing and suppressing patriarchal system, we have to mold and make ourselves something we are not. Many times doing things that are extremely harmful to our precious selfs, to our amazing bodies, our powerful and loving hearts and overall to our beautiful Spirits.

“when I was young, and my body and system was pure and very sensitive, I forced myself to smoke and to drink and do many harmful things to fit in.

in my early teens, for a long time, every time I tried to smoke and drink I would throw up.

my body was rejecting these substances which were so toxic, and which my system could not take in.

the frequency of these substances was very low.

but I wanted to fit in so much - to be “okay”, to be like the rest.

in this process, i de-sensitised my body and got it used to the toxicity.

i did “good” and kept going. i could smoke and drink a bunch … something I thought made me cool, which now I see as sad.

until one day, at my late 20s my body and whole system could not take it anymore. when i drank i would collapse, i would feel horrible for days.

until i realised my body was not made for that. all i wanted was to take care of it.

at a certain point, in a Life Alignment session (which is healing modality which I work with) in 15 minutes I released so much of my toxicity (emotional, mental, physical) that I could see (on a non-physical level) a tar like substance coming out of my body.

i realised all that i had held on to for so long.

all the shit i had put into my body, with every puff and with every drink i was telling myself how my real self was not good enough and how i had to submit to a way of being, of acting, to a system which suppresses instead of accepts.

after that process, i had access and welcomed a whole part of my real self.

i could not get near any cigarette or smoke, i would have almost an allergic reaction to it.

but the craziest thing was that i could start seeing, sensing and feeling all the frequencies in things.

each thing has different frequencies and some can be very low and dense and harmful and other extremely healthy, healing and positive and harmonising for us.

i can now sense all the frequencies in things, and know from within what is good for me and what isn’t. what my body and system needs, where things come from and the way they are made, their source.”

When you allow for your whole Spirit to express - and you free yourself from the need to mold and shrink yourself to fit in and into the expectations of a sick society - You also allow that for all the generations to come.

They are here to wake us up.

Your Divine Spark

Inside of us we all carry our Divine Spark. That part of Source that we bring to this Earth to show.

Our Divine Spark is in the center of our heart and it is yearning to be express. To be seen, to be heard, to shine.

When we have had hurt, painful situations in our lives, we create a shield for protection.

This shield is made out of lower frequencies, denser emotions.

I can sense this shield or wall around people’s heart areas. When this wall is very dense it is hard to connect with people and to connect with one’s real self.

Covering up your Divine Spark is covering up the real essence of who you are.

When we are children our Divine Spark, our Essence shines.

When you look at a child they are connected to Source, to their essence. They have no shame or guilt or conditioning of how or what they have to be.

They are in the present, they flow, they try things they keep trying. They evolve rapidly and without judgement.

Things start happening in life though and we start pilling up emotions over our heart center, creating an armour to protect us from pain.

Unaware of it though we are doing what most hurts us which is covering up the connection to our True Self, our Essence, limiting our Life Force and Vitality. That part of us which is truly who we are and is the most sacred which we bring here to share.

This heart layering creates havoc in our lives - relationship issues, addiction, money issues, work issues, belonging issues and even physical and mental issues.

Imagine what would happens if you start to limit the natural flow of a waterfall or river - in the end it would burst, creating floods, etc. The same with our Natural Life Force.

It is the restriction of the flow of life.

For our life to flow more easily, to feel more aligned, more connected and more whole it is important to release this energetic protection.

Releasing it and leaving it exposed can be a bit harsh thought, so upgrading ones system to have a strong aura that can hold your energy and where you can feel safe and at home within your energy is optimal.

When more and more people in the world live connected to their own Heart and Divine Spark more we will be able to see a world of harmony.

Because when you are connected to your Heart and Divine Spark you understand there is space for everyone. You can allow for different ways of thinking and being, not because you are enforcing it, but because you are so connected to yourself that you are fully connected to others as well.

With Love, Barbara

Sex & Vitality

When we feel free of the limiting conditioning we carry our Vitality or Life Force can flow naturally through our body - We become more embodied, and therefor as a byproduct our Sexuality, Sensuality and our actual sex life can transform for the better.

The act of sex becomes extremely pleasurable, expansive, sacred and present.

The act itself is linked to the Heart-Consciousness and no longer connected to the lower energy energy centres and the need for control or power play. There is nothing to get out of it or anything to win or no winners or looser, it is an act of Wholeness.

Through AuraTransformation my sex life / experience and vitality transformed majorly.

Because the contact between the Spirit and the Body opens up more and more the flow of vitality through body increases.

For me, the feeling of safety within my body and the profound contact with my body opened me up to really enjoying my body, enjoying sensuality and sexuality, not from the lower chakras and the distorted power plays, but from the heart consciousness connection.

From a real flow of Spirit energy, Freedom and Vitality through the body.

“With an AuraTransformation, contact between the Spirit and the body gradually opens more and more, which generally leads to a larger flow of vitality through the body.

Unless you have many negative and unpleasant bodily memories that you need to have processed and released after the AuraTransformation before you can (again) feel a genuine joy from being in touch wth your own body, it is usual for sexual desire to increase in people who have had an AuraTransformation.

This is because the desire to live rises fully to the surface, which should not be misinterpreted as meaning that all people who have been auratransformed become pure sexual animals, as the new vitality can also be used in other ways!

For many people though, the spontaneous joy of intimate physical activity emerges from its hiding place if it has been absent for a while. In some miraculous way you no longer allow yourself to be limited by things that might previously have been a problem.” Anni Sennov, Balance on All Levels